Lately I have been in a constant back and forth between being motivated and making the changes that are necessary to my personal growth and healing, and feeling stagnant and mildly depressed. I feel stuck. I'm battling the feeling though. I have been working out everyday and that definitely helps and I am paying attention to everything I eat.
I do have a short term tutoring job that will start soon though which is nice. It means a little extra money and a distraction a few times a week. I like to feel productive so that will certainly help. So will finishing organizing my books. I started but never finished it up and the room I make jewelry in looks like a book bomb went off.
In the past few days I have been filling my time up with working out, trying to catch up on The Vampire Diaries (I'm still in season 3), and browsing tumblr while listening to my No Doubt pandora station.
My 365 challenge has kind of fallen to the wayside as well. I forget about it half the time, and I almost never go out anywhere so always stay in lazy clothes and no makeup -it's not exactly picture material. On the upside though we have had a pretty good supply of fresh fruit in the house that has definitely served to cheer me up a few times.
Oh, and I have been on and off playing Kingdom Hearts 2. I have already finished it (twice) but beating stuff up with a giant key is nice every now and again. I'm not really a gamer at all, I just like KH.
Manda Rave
I've been feeling so up and down, as well. I actually talked about that, this morning, on my blog. It's been a rough month. I hope everything gets better, soon. *hug* I've never played Kingdom Hearts! I want to, so badly, though. :D
ReplyDeleteIt's such a good game, seriously, I love it so much hehe
DeleteI seriously hear you, too, on the fluctuations between productive and depressed. I'm having one of those days at work where I just want to have a good cry...and I might, when I get home. And then I might consult my tarot cards for some guidance; I haven't done a reading in a good long while.
ReplyDeleteGood for you for keeping up with your workout schedule! I find exercising regularly helps so much with my mood and my sleep...I always forget that when I've been especially sedentary!
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Today has been an emotional, cry-kind of day for me as well. I have yet to do my workout yet but I am going to soon. I need a pick me up for sure
DeleteI have been right there with you, this past week was a hard one. You should be proud of keeping up with your workout schedule, I have been lacking in that department the past few days.
ReplyDeleteI am so happy someone else loves the Vampire Diaries, I am slightly addicted!
Oh gods, I am so addicted. I just started season 4. I have so many feelings about that show, hehe
DeleteOh yes, I have many feelings about that show too. Particularly when it comes to Stefan and Damon.
DeleteI. Love. Damon. So. Much. Favourite character, hands down!
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