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^That's pretty much me you guys. I'm always afraid people will think I'm being rude because I barely talk, especially to people I don't know very well or at all. I mean, if we're friends I can turn into a chatterbox, but most of the time I have no idea what to say and stand around being nervous and uncomfortable. /randomthought
A lot has been going through my mind lately. I feel like I'm been in a haze all week, lost in my thoughts. And if I'm not daydreaming or just thinking then I have a book in my face. The air is crisp and cool as summer comes to an end. I can spend my mornings wrapped in a blanket with coffee and I actually had to wear socks the other day!
I'm not really sure where I'm going with this post. I guess I just wanted to update you guys, apologize for the lack of interesting content, and say that I adore you all and I'm so lucky to have people who check this space on a regular basis, even if I feel off and post useless stuff.
Manda Rave
Yes I'm the same way! I can be really reserved around people I don't know, and I always worry that I come off like I think I'm better than them.
ReplyDeleteI hope this haze lifts soon <3
Me too, thanks :)
DeleteBlankets and coffee and reading books sounds pretty good to me... Enjoy :)
ReplyDeleteIt is pretty good, I am enjoying it. Thanks :)
Delete*HUG*! Also, I'm kind of the same, and yet opposite at times. For instance, when I am in say... a store, grocery shopping (which I do love), I am quiet, walking through the store, kind of in my own world and I prefer not to be bothered. On the other hand, when I am hyper or talking with a cashier, or a stranger of some sort... I flail helplessly in my mind and I often just laugh a lot, and spew whatever I am thinking, feeling, etc. It's so awkward!!!
ReplyDeleteJen has severe social anxiety, so during past jobs, etc. our co-workers would come up to me and say something like "did I do something to upset her?" and I'd be like, "No..." They would think, because she was quiet, and shy, she didn't like them or was pissed. -_-'
With customers, she'd put on a brave face and treat them like gold and does the same with strangers, cashiers, etc. however inside she's beyond stressed. :/
So I totally understand!
Also, weather! I'm enjoying our change in weather so very much. This morning was cold rain, foggy, couldn't even see the mountains through our window. It was so peaceful!
I was a cashier for 4-5 months and had to put on a brave face and try to deal with customers despite my anxiety, so I know how that is. Talk about stressful.
DeleteHugs to you! I am the same way so much. I have been trying to break out of my shell more when I meet someone new for the first time. It was a goal of mine this year, even though I don't really know how well that is going.
ReplyDeleteI have been the worlds worst blogger the last few weeks. I just feel so quiet and don't really know what to say. I am hoping a wave of inspiration hits me. I always love reading your blog.
I have been feeling the same way actually, I just force myself to post anyways. Hopefully uou find your groove again soon, and thanks dearest! x
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