Lately I have been in a constant back and forth between being motivated and making the changes that are necessary to my personal growth and healing, and feeling stagnant and mildly depressed. I feel stuck. I'm battling the feeling though. I have been working out everyday and that definitely helps and I am paying attention to everything I eat.
I do have a short term tutoring job that will start soon though which is nice. It means a little extra money and a distraction a few times a week. I like to feel productive so that will certainly help. So will finishing organizing my books. I started but never finished it up and the room I make jewelry in looks like a book bomb went off.
In the past few days I have been filling my time up with working out, trying to catch up on The Vampire Diaries (I'm still in season 3), and browsing tumblr while listening to my No Doubt pandora station.
My 365 challenge has kind of fallen to the wayside as well. I forget about it half the time, and I almost never go out anywhere so always stay in lazy clothes and no makeup -it's not exactly picture material. On the upside though we have had a pretty good supply of fresh fruit in the house that has definitely served to cheer me up a few times.
Oh, and I have been on and off playing Kingdom Hearts 2. I have already finished it (twice) but beating stuff up with a giant key is nice every now and again. I'm not really a gamer at all, I just like KH.